Better

I'm doing much better now. I was on the emotional side of things earlier. In my head I was picturing Blaze there in his room, all alone in the dark on a cold, hard bed. I called over to check on him. The lady who answered the phone said that his nurse was with another patient. I thought, "Oh, great." Then she went on to say, "But, I can tell you he's been out here with me most of the night." I asked if he was really upset. She said, "no" that he had a bottle and he was a bit fussy and they were trying to get him asleep. It was funny, though. Here I had him in my mind in a lonely state and he's been at the nurses' station, flirtin' with the girls! They all tell him how cute he is and comment on his big blue eyes. Ha! I am so relieved. I can go to sleep now.

Wow! The things it takes to settle a nervous momma! I'm going to go crash now. We're going over bright and early in the morning. We'll update this as we can. It's been a lifeline today. I so appreciated the encouragement and the prayers. I was hurting and the comments and prayers helped so much. Thank you.